all the things

I went home for a bit over Halloween and in sharing my experience I said: I don't even know if nostalgic is the right word because that implies a sense of something past that I am still fond of and although nostalgia happened, it was not the prevailing feeling, the prevailing feeling was something like the past and the present happening all at once, which theoretically, it is. Chelsas past , "hey there" Chelsas present/future , "hey girl, hey" I am a we. Not we in the sense o

Hello lovelies, we are coming into the dark time, the shadow time. For years I would enter this time consumed with anxiety and fear. The cold days, the long nights, my mind, my thoughts...a bit of a hellscape. Despite my fears and anxieties, Spring always arrived, the light came back and I remained intact (so to speak)... and here we are again. My fears and anxieties look and feel a little different now, mostly because we have become friendly... into the night I fall with fai

As I begin, this my first post, the star being my open heart, I am almost reluctant to share that my heart is breaking. And to be honest,...