all the things

"I'm not who I think I am." This from one of my besties the other day. The moment I heard those words, I was like, "Yes! Of Course!" My spirit was finally solidly landing in the space my psyche had not been able to quite flesh out. I'm not who I think I am. I've been trying to organize around how to talk about Oneness. This belief that most spiritual practices hold, regardless of ideology. There is this inherent, fundamental idea, thought, that we are all one. It's almost imp

He delivered pizza, hummus and wraps on his bicycle. I served cappuccinos, lattes and cafe au laits on Frenchmen. The first time round, I didn't notice much aside from the fact that my wrap tasted a little extra special. The second time round, I noticed a mischievous twinkle in his eyes. The third time round, I was hoping he would be the one to deliver my wrap. It was in that moment I knew I had a little crush. He was flirty enough, so maybe he liked me too. But in service, w

I've been thinking about Great Love for the past while. Romantic love was right there at the top. It has all the things: excitement, passion, physical intimacy, vulnerability, the unknown and the unexpected, emotional and physical attraction and a smidge of anxiety and fear. I mean...who doesn't want it? And who doesn't want it to last forever or at least 10-20yrs, lol. I certainly do. But it hasn't happened that way or so it seemed. I started to ask myself, "what is Great Lo

I awoke this past Sunday morning and fell right into my morning sit. The night before was relatively uneventful, the morning felt welcoming. It would be hot, as it had been the day before and even though the heat had come on a little suddenly, I was looking forward to it. At some point during the prep of my second cup of coffee and my morning musings, I found myself stenciling the hole in a sheet of graph paper. I found that I wanted five vertical dots slightly spaced. I foun

I won't pretend to know exactly what the implications of this Uranus in Gemini situation really is, but what I will say, is that there is a me that is definitely caught up in the experience of past selves making themselves known to new selves and low key struggling with what I am naming Both/And. My experience has been that of grief, longing, joy, curiosity, expectation, loneliness, contentment, satisfaction, want, excitement, sadness, unparalleled love of self, desire for ot

As a Werker of Magic, Energy, Intuition, Unconscious psychological processes and the like, I have encountered the term Soul Retrieval often. As a Werker of said Magic and the like, I accept Soul Retrieval as an act and/or experience one might have which supports emotional, spiritual, psychic, energetic and physical healing. Until very recently, to be honest, I had never had any direct experience with anything I might name Soul Retrieval. And then I did! I was in my morning s

Realizing and recognizing that my last post "Outside Time" delved into not only quantum physics but what might also be considered deep spiritualism/mysticism. To be clear, I am ALL about both quantum physics and deep spiritualism/mysticism but I do not feel that one has to be versed in either or both to KNOW what I am sharing. These are things we are privy to and/or have inherent knowledge of within our beings. That is the beauty of Outside Time. I acknowledge this because in